U will, when u believe???

Although today is the 1st time I start my blog here, but this is the 2nd blog I write in English. A week back, I never think that I also can write in English. Last time, when I saw those guys wrote their blogs in English, I do envy and feel inferior. Because I never ever think that other than my exam, I can write so many English words before. Just like 10 years back, I never ever think that one day I can have my Mortarboard. During my schooling time, I was a lazy, lack of confident and happy go lucky girl, and never plan for my future, my ambition that time is to be a primary school teacher, properly is a mathematic n mandarin teacher. (Need to clarify here, I’m not looking down on primary school teacher and think that is easy to become a teacher, maybe is because I like to share my knowledge by teaching people. ^_^ ). (Aiya, need to clarify again, it doesn’t mean that now I already climb the higher ladder in my career lah) Although I’m lazy to study, but I sure will finished all my homework given by teachers and seldom absent. (I’m a good girl indeed, yeah!) What make me start to become a hardworking girl? During my form 3, I heard that if fail the PMR, then cannot continue to form 4. I really scare that time, although I dun like study, but I really enjoy my schooling time; although I never think to get my degree in near future, but I really hope that at least I can get my SPM certificate. Fortunately, I get my PMR with 1’s A and SPM with 5’s A. emm. actually I’m quite a clever gal right? But why ACCA ruin my confident again and again? >”<

Do you believe the theory of “You will, when you believe”? For me, sometimes “Yes”, but most of the time is “No”. Cause in this world, got a lot of thing is beyond our control, although we spend a lot of time and effort into it, but what we get is “zero” in return. Maybe the content of “zero” including gain some valuable experience, feeling and so on, but what I hope to get from it is not that only……

Today really is a good day, is a sunshine day after few days of raining. It doesn’t mean that I hate raining days, but is seem really too much recently. Just like what people said, “Rainbow will appear After a heavy rain”, I do and really hope that can see a wonderful rainbow in my hard life time……

P/S: Need to thank my “lucky star”—CL, thank for your encouragement when I start my 1st English blog, really appreciate it. ^_^

Do u see the rainbow after the rain???